Monday, May 19, 2008

the believe.

I believe everyone's prayers are heard.. I went to see him today again.. He's sooo much better. I felt a great relief.. he's really blessed, with one nurse who is so caring, so happened to be someone from Holy High, for those of you who knows her - Xue Lian. She's 22 this year, born in 86 batch de. ya.. She's soo nice.. she helps alot.. kinda looked like special care - but we all appreciated it. She called him... and he responded. She said " WOONKIAT... IF YOU CAN HEAR ME, GRAB MY HAND..." and he did... he grabbed her hands.. he responded.. He even managed to open one of his eyes.. god.. thank you so much.. this afternoon when i arrived there at about 4.35pm, i was alone, standing outside his room, just looking over him. i dared not go in, for fear it would affect the test results of his brain. but his sister then later told me its actually okay to talk to him. just let him know he's woonkiat and i'm emmeline, his friend/colleague... i'm here to visit him.. stay strong.. blah blah blah.. main tihng is at least he knows he's kiat. cos he was all alone and labelled "unknown chinese male" when he was admitted to hospital, for he did not bring any identification with him... well.. i'm glad.. it warms my heart seeing how his family reacts for him, each time i tell them what i saw. when i was alone in the afternoon, the moment i reached there, i saw him moved his wrists.. and also saw him trying to move his body - i think its the unbearable pain he's suffering from.. i was told he's very naughty, he keeps trying to pluck out the tubes, thus they had to tie his hand. well, i understand this because my grandmother always does the same thing that we had no choice but to tie up her hands as well. its painful to the heart, but its all for their own good..

Night time, after his family went for dinner, i went in, stood outside his room, alone, and watch over him again. this time, i went in. but i did not utter a word.. i don't know why but i just could not open my mouth. though i very much wanted to. but it seems like my lips were glued to each other. i just cant seem to open. well.. after a while, i stood outside his room again.. the nurses went in to turn his body to other side so that his skin can breathe... Xuelian told me he opened his eyes again.. he's awake.. he responded to her.. just not long after all the nurses came out, his family came back.. i told them about him opening his eyes and moving and responding.. his parents, brother and sister went in immediately and talked to him.. it was such a heartwarming sight.. "kiat ar.. we are all here.. you must be strong. very soon we all will gohome together okay... must be good.. kiat ar.. you are okay.... very good boy... kiat ar... ... ..." it was really heartwarming.. he responded to them.. he grabbed their hands.. they were so touched.. his sister teared.. his mum don even want to leave the room.. after that i went in.. hoping to see his eyes opened.. but he went back to sleep - eyes closed again.. well.. it's okay.. i believe i will..

Dear woonkiat.. jia you.. we will all stand by you.. we are with you..


Dear god, thank you for answering all our prayers.. please continue to watch over him.. thank you lord..

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