just passing by...

woo hoo... Finalyl after the long wait, I went to the Food Hotel Asia 2008 today as a trade visitor!! =D I have my own pass!! weee..~! and i think i saw michelle lee. hahaha well.. good to see some familiar faces. =) Went with Salim.. walked about and saw alot things. met a few suppliers and his old friends as well.. went around wine tasting also.. haha.. it's a good experience. I'll take up wine after my studies.. hopefully i can make it. =) there's toooooo much to learn about wine.. but i'll slowly pick up even from now. actually i do have some basic knowledge about it la. haha ;) its sooooo happy la!! =)


Another colleague of mine is leaving the company again.. one by one they are all leaving... hai... but its good for them. they escape fast. they can see more. and suffer less.. i guess soon it'll be my turn.. sshhh... there's ears over the wall.. cannot say too much. LOL! =X

well.. no off for me this week. gotta set up for the opening ceremony for this sunday. the e!hub official opening and the U-launch.

FRIENDS! DO JUST POP BY AND TAKE A LOOK!! LOL! e!hub will be opened!! =D got cinema, fairprice, superdog, PASTAMANIA, bark cafe, bowling and MANY MORE!!!

till then.. so long....

thanks guys!! =)

woohoo! I'm here to update about my Saturday pouring Sentosa trip with: Steven, Raymond, Esmond, WeiZhen, Gladys, XiaoWen, XueYen and our new friend introduced by Steven - WeiLun.

It was a fulfilled trip though it was pouring on the earlier part.. I meet them at Sentosa itself around 11am plus cos I was out for breakfast with Derick in the morning before he offered to send me to Sentosa. whahaa.. free transportation. LOL! =X anyway i got my free pass in(TAS Student pass) - which i think i lost it in that trip also.. =( We had to take shelter under one hut as the rain was too big and there was thunder and lightning which means we cant play in the rain as it is toooooo dangerous.. When the rain starts to lighten, we played volley ball and captain's ball in the rain! LOL! till the rain really stops and finally Mr Sun decided to say Hi to all Sentosa visitors! and that was about 12pm or so.. around that time, Steven's friend WeiLun came and we played 4 on 4 volleyball with some strangers. LOL! First group was Steven, WeiLun, XiaoWen and I. LOL! we played terribly, and we lost by a bit... =( 20-21 argh!!!! After that, WeiZhen and XueYen sub XiaoWen and I, We really had soo much fun playing.. and the best part is, we know a new sport now - volley ball! All thanks to Steven and WeiLun who taught us how to play, patiently. LOL! Afterall it was just a friendly match. yea..My damn phone Spoil already!! freak, and I'm soo soo soooooo tempted to buy my Sony Ericsson w960i.. Any Sponsors???!?!?! =X heeheehee... its only $98 but yet I can't afford to buy it yet. Hopefully by end of this month or next month it still remains the same price. heehee.. Or any kind soul who wants to lend me some money or better still, just buy me that phone la.. =XX LOL!!

some photos of the outing.. =)

the beautiful siloso beach...

them before I arrive. haha
after me reaching!! without steven though.. this is the Weizhen. =)
and us the girls...!! =D
see me fly.... hahah
ahh!! steven fell down!! LOL!
i still like this pic.. =)
play la.. still can pose for picture. LOL!
that's xiaowen and her sand score board. LOL
spot me!

ya i'm in my uniform freaking peaving them to go work. =(

and they played luge and skyride, without me!! =( cos i cant..next time!

sorry for the late post. haha. was busy and tired and lazy and whatsoever. LOL!! =X but i love the outing. and I'm super looking forward to the Banquet chalet dream-come-true!! =) ideas ideas please??? =P

my sunflower field..

been so sleepy lately.. and tired.. guess i'm really totally worn out man.. don't have much mood for work either. think maybe its too quiet nowadays.. no function, just one or two meetings that kind.. BORING!! -.-"

i really want to thank my buddy fs.. no one can really take over your place man.. thanks for everything.. for being there.. =) ~never be replaced~

these few days have been outing with my part timers.. =) after work dinner and pool and arcade. LOL! crazy times.. haven't been playing arcade for such a long time. yesterday went to play with weizhen. haha.. she thought i not pro sia. LOL! we played bishi bashi and i won! LOL! she lsot to me. hahha she underestimated me la. LOL!!! its liek to much fun though.. its not about winning, but the process of the whole game. haha its so darn fun. hahha and we played mario go-kart. basketball was also fun... but played halfway, i wanted to play another game but no choice gotta go off liao cos got something on.. yea. sian. but i still had lots of fun there!! =) loves them all la..

always love the heart to heart talks with weizhen la.. =) hor!!! LOL! want to give me your baby??? hehehe... thanks for sharing times.. =)

i'm waiting for TF to say when we going BATAM! -.-" i'm waiting for ANGELINE to say when we can go CRUISE!!! -.-" and i haven't forget my BILING - HONGKONG!! OMG... will any even come true man.. i wonder....

"Come someone make my heavy heart light, it all starts with
a lullaby.."

waking up...

On this sunday morning, I finally woke up to my senses and decided on something which I've been thinking about.. I've decided to stop paying my house electreical bills anymore. It has no advantage to me! My two brothers are the ones using all the electricity in the world at home and I'm paying for it. It doesn't make sense! I'm gonna save up this money instead for my other bills, entertainment and leisure. I can do so much with $700 extra!! and I've been paying these money for no good reason! Its time to teach them a lesson and let them go make the arrangements and pay themselve. I'm not gonna pay anymore. Unless I really have to. I've given up hope on them, totally. I cannot stand it anymore. I can buy a new phone of my choie with $700 - even without getting any contract man! I can eat for like 2-3 months! I can buy thigns that I like without having to hesitate so much! I can do so many things with these extra $700. Ain't it a good one?!

I've decided and I'm gonna do that. Let them know how difficult it is.. They can play Mahjong in the wee hours till even early in the morning when I go work. Come back home at night, they play mahjong, morning go work they still playing. wtf. Don't they have to work?! Don't I have to sleep?! freaking hell man!!

I Am So Stupid Right
?!?!?!

Adios.. Amor.. Adios..

was just reading my cute colleague Lynn's farewell message to all.. I cried.. It was really touching and i really will miss her a lot..

She has been a great help, friend, colleague, sister and more to me.. Though there were rough times, but i understand why it happened and it did not affect our relationship as colleagues and friends! From the time she was in the Events company till the time she was transferred to HR&Admin department. She's a very nice person, and has helped me a lot in pulling through things - she might not know this.. I know she had many things going on in her personal life and of course work life, she's special in her own way. the cheerful girl i know. Adios babe.. I'll miss you..

Till today, i still believe in letting someone know that they are appreciated in important, before it is too late. That is why, I will try my best to do that and I have always been doing that. Nevertheless, there's always some people who might think you are mad in doing such things but i don't care. I'll never know when i might just suddenly leave this world without saying what I have to say to them, vice versa, I will not know when they might suddenly leave me, making me regret for not saying what I have to say also. That is why, to the people I once loved with all my heart and loved me too, I'd like to say thanks for loving me once.

To all my hi-bye friends, thanks for even bothering to say "Hi" to brighten up my day, it somewhat means something..

To all my good friends, classmates, colleagues, thanks for being my friend, colleague and classmate - it is fate that had brought us all together, have fun and laughter and help each other when each of us are in need.

To my special friends Biling, Weizhen, Angeline, Victoria, Tony, Teresa, Felina - thanks for being that special friend listening to my complaints and sorrows and troubles, it meant alot to me to have that listening ear that I can trust, not forgetting the fun we have together, it will be in my heart for always.. I love you all and I always will..

To my special colleagues Jessie, Derick, Kelly - Even though we has ups and downs in work but I really appreciate the care that was given to me, the listening ear and advices I was given, I'll never forget everything and will remember for as much as I can, as long as I live.

To my cute grandpa Manager Salim - thanks for the things you've taught me, the things about work, in life and of course about wine. Thanks for giving me chances everytime and encouraging me for whatever I do and helping me along..

To my rascal colleague Din - Though we had a lot of roughness in the past, but that's the past. Things have got better and the help you've given me.

To my "daughter" Allison - Thanks for always having the trust in me and teaching me many things. I will never forget you.

To my lovely band Juniors HuiBing, Esther, ShiRui, FangJie and HuiQi - You guys have been a great support to me in my band days especially after I was promoted to Band Major. Thanks for being there with me and supporting me helping me in areas I need. It would be different without you guys.

To my partner Mr Drum Major Melvin - Thanks for supporting each other, my pal through the 4 years in band. We've climbed the ladder unknowingly together. Thanks..

To all other band peeps - Life is so special being in the Holy Innocents' High School Band. We have all gone through things together, SYF competitions and concerts and NDP rehearsals. I miss each and every activity I had in band. Also netball! Special thanks to Eleanor, HuanYing, YingYing and Grace for being such great seniors in band and supporting Melvin and I when we were Majors.

To my cute fun loving part timers - Thanks all for helping to work, to add in the fun and joy of this place with those "thick skinned" crappers, Faisal, Zahid, Thomas, Steven, HuiBing, Roy: These people really got talent to do all sorts of things. Funny things that can never fail to make all of us laugh. The cranky heads. haha..

To my relatives - thanks for the care that was given to me and the help rendered..

To my two cute cousins Jiabao and Carmen - thanks for always standing-by me and adhering to all my nonsense. I Love You and I know you love me too.. =D

To my special Buddee Best Buddy Fusheng - There's always something that you've told me and I will not forget "Everyone is special in their own ways". You might have forgotten already. Music brought us together. Thanks for being there always when I needed someone. You could read my mind and advice me and change me. I will never forget the times we shared together through good and bad. I love you my friend and I always will...

To my True-friend, soul mate, part time boyfriend Qing Dian - This special someone I cannot lose. I cannot explain how much I appreciated you and the times we had and I will never be able to forget all these.. Cheers! I love you my true friend and I always will..

To whoever I've left out - I did not leave you out actually because you fall in part of the above somewhere which you might not know. .

Loves with all my heart,

emmeline emmo..

baby baby..

hellos....



yes emmo is happy, cos after so long, she finally went out with her true friend yesterday!! =D though we were supposed to like meet around 1 plus, this pig slept all the way till 2.30pm plus den wake up, so by the time we meet, it was about 4.15pm liao. duhs.. took train and went to PS for lunch at Long John Silver and to shop for puzzle.. =) also bought some cds to listen.. =) after that went to kovan to order my working shoes den dinner at Yoshinoya.. woo.. hahah.. saw kuangmao eh.. LOL! after dinner, went to his house to relax. .hahaha.. no matter what la, as long as he's around, it's equivalent to fun is around.. =) he showed me some new shirts he bought and the expensice CK bag edition that he bought. well, i can't deny but the CK bags are really very very nice la. but i won't have the money to buy. LOL! den watched the "One Room Half Living Room, One Vat(LOL!)" and laughed like hell. It's really funny la. LOL! hmm... should I heed his advice and subscribe to MobTV?? hahaha i wonder.. *shrugs* anyway after finishing the show, we just chat and chat lo. till about 10.30pm I had to leave so he sent me to bus stop and wait for bus. just kept talking nonsense lo. LOL! It's been soo soo sooooo long since i last went to his house le man.. haha. and oh ya. his dad change car, like since last oct. LOL! to black one. and it's oh so damn nice - cos it's my favorite colour - BLACK! and i swear i gotta own a BLACK car in future too!! =)

Sometimes people don't understand certain things and they start to criticise and comment. Well, if you don't know what is going on, den don't comment. or maybe ask, i might tell..

Some people deem that they understand me, but i doubt they do.. Because I don't even understand myself well! I don't know what's got into me either.. the negative thoughts just kept coming..

me and baby (weizhen's dog)...

loves loves loves.. =)

history is over.. its the present now...

Happy April Fool...

I was working on Monday from 7.30am till night 1am to handle the handover from Sha as it is his last day - Wish him well and all for his future endeavours.. After handover, went up to office to put some stuffs den go off. Derrick offered to send me back. However, when he drove me till the Ops room to return the keys, i just suddenly felt so tired so i told him nevermind liao. I've decided to stay at chalet. ALONE! -.-" ain't that scary though la. but i kept the TV on lo. hahha.... Sleep.... den morning, STUPID DIN! called me and played a prank on me. twice already eh! i kenna last year, this year kenna again. wah lao... i was sleeping den he called me, on speaker! asked me to cover him cos he burnt his hand. if i not wrong, both years also same story la! and yet i still fell for the stupid trick. -.-" when i arrived at work everybody was like laughing at me la. duhs! so malu!!! (o-.-o) argh..~

night work at PL.. well its time for a change here and there.. so.. i made the part timer Ummairah do a lot of things which when she was with Sha, they don't do such things. Wiped every glasses and the bar top.. here and there, shelves... i was made to do the whole display when I wan with John!! i didn't dread it at all.. sometimes even come earlier on own accord to do all these before he asked us to do it! =) well, i know its the different commitment. they work for the sake of working only. anyway, i knew she was quite unhappy but i reasoned out with her. even when she took her own glass to make a drink for herself, she had to smell the glass first! its just that simple. I'm trying to change back everything till like the past. though this place won last long la. but I'll try. because it seriously hurts a lot to see the place you've once worked in being from clean till the state it is now - so dirty and unhygienic! Hope it'll get beter..


meeting my true friend tmr!! =D yippee!!

"hope i'll get better too... weakening... "