what would you do?

Seating in the Platinum Lounge, i overheard people talking about an interesting topic - What would you do if you have 10million dollars.

hahaha.. kinda corny right. well, answers came in many different forms..

Put in bank to gain interest to get more money.
Buy houses and rent out den collect rent.
Buy car
Take a break, go for a holiday - and this is where i heard something new - I DON'T NEED A BREAK, MY LIFE IS A HOLIDAY ALREADY...

how envious right? she's so optimistic of her life to describe it as a holiday. =)

when will i be able to do that?? hahaha... isn't it great??

sometimes people just ain't contented with what they have and demand for more, without thinking of what other people don't have that they have.. i'm not talking about basic neccesities but special ones that they have. don't ask for more unless you really have to or if you make sense. because what happened, they don't...

Two days ago was cousin raymond's wedding dinner with his beautiful long long wife , alicia. =)their wedding photos are soo nice!!!

I'm waiting for their wedding dinner photos to be out den I'll upload the photos we took. haha, but below are some other photos..

It's so nice that photos can bring back wonderful sweet meaningful treasured memories...

"we cannot remember everything exactly, its the photos and pictures that capture
the moments.."

one..

its been quite some time since i could be alone to myself and think things through..



i've been spending way too much time on work and i really think its time to let go a little. i don't have to be there each and every time and i can't be there all the time either. i need a break, i need a rest, i need to break free from work too. i need a social life i need to balance my work and social life. i need to learn all these to lead a better life. i need to lead a better life to feel better and look better. I've received feedback from my company's florist that i've been looking more and more pale each time he sees me. well, i don't deny that i've been falling sick frequently recently but i cant help it. my windpipe infection has already been so bad, plus the on and off migraine that's killing me each time. i can't stand it but i have to!

I need to release myself, i need to free meself, i need to understand myself more than I do..

"there's so much things to understand about the special word."

I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days
I've foundI've found with you ...
Through the yearsI've never been afraid,
I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad
I KNOW how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years

Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what life's about, by loving you
Through the years

Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years...

the old wine is better

after so long, the true friend came back to work today. =) it was fun in a way though i wasn't really very hands on today cos i wasn't feeling well man. the start of the day was alright until after we all had brunch, suddenly my stomach was playing games with me and i vomited and had diarrhea. gosh i felt so darn weak man..i took a rest in office and i was like DYING!! hell man. den went to see the function's situation. wasn't that bad la. it was a couple's 50th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. 50th man!! so sweet so envious. the couple knew each other through match making den went out on a few dates den got married and now its their 50th anniversary but yet they're still so loving and sweet, hugging each other and holding each other's hand. oh gosh, my heart melted man.. and the band they engaged was a real good one. i heard them before cos we had an event engaging them as well. they're Filipino's and they can sing teochew, hokkien, Chinese, English, Spanish, blah blah blah, almost everything!! you name it, they sing it. darn good.

well anyway, back to the true friend. haha. well, after work, he accompanied me to return keys and we went to white sands to have our dinner. was thinking where to eat for quite some time before he finally decided to eat at food court and i just follow suit as usual. haha. and we saw samson, xiaowen and esmond there so we joined in with them .=) after that, we went back to downtown east, my office to wait for his brother to pick us up cos he called his brother to come pick us and send us home. haha. haven't seen his brother and his bro's gf for quite some time so was very awkward though. yea. in between he showed me lots of youtube videos and listened to some nice songs too. haha. I seriously missed those days going out with true friend cos its always gonna be so much fun and laughter and i always look forward to it! =D hehehe. how nice to have a friend, soulmate, truefriend like him. =) and for the thousandth time, i still have to say this and that is- thanks for everything, and thanks still just isn't enough still. =) and i know that there's always more to come. thanks my dear true friend. =) i can never ask for more.. it's not PEPSI. ahahah. just trying to be lame.. -.-"

alright, i gotta catch some sleep. working 8am tmr, i mean ltr. gosh.. i'm yawning away........

friendship is just like wine, the older it gets, the better it
taste.. the old wine is still better.. =)

another three days out from work! =D

yahoooOoOoOo!!! its another three days off from work!!! LOL! yiPpPEeEe..~ hee hee... =x



first two days had to attend WSQ-ESS Problem Solving Decision Making course which things that are taught in that course are things that I've learnt from my MDIS diploma. ya. but still, I've enjoyed my total time there.. =D hehehe. yea. but i had the most terrible meal of my lifetime(for the moment) on the very first day. JEssie and i went to Amara Shopping Centre for our lunch and to our dismay, we were so so disgusted by the OFFICE people there!! we walked around the whole food court for 15 minutes and we couldn't find a place to sit. PEOPLE ARE CHOPPING PLACE WITH TISSUE PAPERS AND UMBRELLAS!! these people are freaking UGLY Singaporeans man!! can you imagine, its AMARA SHOPPING CENTRE, BESIDE AMARA HOTEL!!!! gosh!! so many angmos and they are all for goodness sake OFFICE staff!! pretty girls and handsome guys dressed up so smart and formal doing such disgraced things. is such a oh my god.. throw face man!! disgrace to Singapore. we had the most undigested and angry lunch ever man. ARGH! come to think of it still makes me mad like hell. gosh. when can i ever get over it. its just somehow like being traumatised,. hahhaha.

and yea!! finally i managed to install my wireless at home le. and i named it PRECIOUS. =) for some reason. haha. yea. its back to work today though.. kinda boring and I'm getting really weak man. I was having an extremely bad headache today. I don't know why either. It was totally bad man. I could feel its as if something was drumming according to me heartbeat in my head, so freaking painful. I really felt like dropping but I told myself I can't do that, because I cannot give up on myself like this. Though I'm very tired already, but i still can't bear to do that to myself..

Assignments coming up, major project due date drawing near, yet i haven't started a single thing. oh gosh, I can't start, because I'm not concentrating.. at all. I'm really weakening, by a lot..

"when will be the day that i really fall?? i wonder...."

the very first time...

well.. this is my first entry with my personal laptop and internet!! wooha! LOL!!

its a school day. went to TAS study. oh gosh, lesson was total boring but maeve made it fun and lively by "bribing" us with chips and letting us go off early. hahha. yea. was supposed to meet the long-time-no-meet girlfriend biling but poor her! she lost her house key and she's alone, locked at home! LOL! =X lucky nothing happened. haha. well, end up i went home and started to play with this laptop till now. gosh. this is the disadvantage of it. i'll not sleep even earlier. LOL!! but its okay la. maybe this will stop me from staying in my office till the wee hours. or maybe i still will cos its my comfort zone baby! =) yea.

hai.. was supposed to be out on a few trips with that girlfriend but always last minute got something either one of us cant. no i think is I cant. =X sorry girl. but we really gotta go to the SIngapore Night Safari and the Zoo man!!! argh..~ and so many other places. the sentosa 4d matrix.
its all gonna be free!! whahahaha. =X i have the secret to it. hehee. the wonder card. LOL! but till this weekend is all i got. i don have much time either girl.. so hurry!!! =X lol!!


well, i guess my windpipe infection is getting better. it relapsed again. its not fun at all and its horrible. i nearly coughed my intestines out. =X its so much better now and hey hey hey i can talk finally, but not sing. =( haha. also good la, otherwise all the glass cracks and shatters,. hahah. i gotten my voice back!! wooohooo! =p lalalalla~~ crazy!!

alright alright. i shall end my night. i need to get MORE sleep for tomorrow's dreadful day. haii..... when will i ever change... when??? i wonder.. i really gotta give myself MORE breaks.. i need them..

its strange when things hit you, they hit you real hard and ridiculously. we all gotta learn to pull through it.

finally free

Woots!! i've been waiting for this day for sooooo long. ITS THE LAST DAY OF MY MDIS COURSE!! MY LAST EXAM!!! YAHOOOooooOOOOO!!!!!

wah.. its like so darn happy la! its just such a great load off my back, though i still have one more other to go but at least that is just assignments and not exams. haha. yea.. accountings exam was good. i'm quite confident for at least a B, but busines management i donno le. just pray for a pass and ron retake, thats all i ask of it. well, it seems that the accountings lecturer kumar look-a-like is a kind heart soul lady. the revision paper she gave us was like almost SIMILAR to the exam paper! loL! when i saw the first question on the exam paper i nearly laughed out loud!! =X but i didn't. haha. yea. well. i could do the questions so i'm feeling great. =) "maths" papers always take me 2.5hours exact. i finished the paper by 12.30pm. wow..

went to PS with joyce and her boyfriend for lunch, den went to DAISO to shop for some stuffs for home and also for DTE BQT. yea. go everywhere also have this 2 things in my mind.. gosh.. the friendly ghost saw me but thought i was alone and smsed me. haha. but i wasn't alone man! LOL! perhaps he didn't see joyce. haha. anyway, this marks the end of our time together. well, i missed it. hope we can put up a gathering date some day and gather man.. its 1 year already!! how time flies.. still can remember what i wrote in my own diary that i couldn't believe that i have started studying again after my O levels and I'm the youngest in the class. and i still am! hahah!! luckily not many people knows about it. heeheehee.. =X

boos.. tmr and Wednesday gotta go Tourism Academy @ Sentosa for my other course.. bleahs.. its gonna be kinda boring and tired.=( i wonder where will those friends wanna go for lunch. hahah. well, not bad huh.. i get to know so many people just because of studying. =) all from different trades and different hotels. starting to build my network profile already, or whatever you call it. haha. but i ain't wanna be a career woman. i just want a carefree life. though people tell me a have a good path ahead of me and asked me if i wanna pursue it but i don't. cos i still can't confirm if i wanna go headstrong in here. its my interest yes it is but i just cant make up my mind yet whether i wanna be a real leader in it. well, i guess we'll see how after my second diploma finishes.. i just need some quiet time to think about it. anyway i have yet to try other departments. i do thought of going to hotels to explore but it seems that i like the life with quebec because i get to do both F&B and events together. events is fun. perhaps my next one i should aim for events?? =XXX argh.. see more and more thigns coming.. hai.. if there's a chacne, no harm trying, right?! ;)

things will never be the same.. will it? i miss that friend.. =(