tax payer!

goodness gracious!!!

i've come to a point when i need to file my income tax!! OMG!! I've becomed a tax payer already!! ahhh!!!!! =(

I'm only 18 going 19 years old!!! =/ hai...

*SIGHS*

What my name means.. somewhat almost true except for some points.. do comment. =)

What Emmeline Means

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

another day..

emmo is so broke.. =(



today my tf is working again!! =D but poor him, didn;t catch a wink cos his friends went his house last night for mahjong till this morning. no wonder i felt so wierd when he actually smsed me at 7.30am to wake me up. usually he would do it later. LOL! anyway we were not late for work! yeah! LOL! good la. haha. good start for me. =) morning did all the set ups and stuffs, den breakfast.. after that set for lunch and do some other stuffs.. i've got loads and stacks of paper work waiting for me to complete but i have not done it yet. i just don't have the mood to do so also. =X but i'll have to complete by this friday no matter what la. ya. tomorrow is off day, followed by two days on course again.. kinda wasting my time again hai.. and oh ya.. heard that my MDIS results will be out this wednesday, which means by latest saturday, i would get my results already. this is so scary man.. hai..

the true friend action is back. =D

wahahah... the true friend came back to work!! its always so much fun with him around. LOL! and so much companion too.. =) first day for carlsberg event was disastrous.. it was chaotic man.. pity the staff gotta walk so much.. but at least, we finished off the night by 12.30am.. headed back home to bath and sleep.. den second day was a little better.. well, though i over slept and reached work only at 11am. hahaha. =X too tired liao.. its been a long time since we have this kinda schedule.. easy schedule for too long le, kinda slow to pick back the fast pace schedule.. yea. anyways, the service was much smoother after feedbacks and improvisions.. yea. true friend was really so good man.. friday doing night shift till saturday mornign knock off play soccer den go home sleep, come work at 5pm.. gosh.. so tired man!! i can feel it.. den work till 1230h but we had supper till about 3am cos he waiting for kaijie to fetch him to ben's chalet at loyang.. end up he decided to go home and wait for him.. ya. den we went back by taking cab.. the driver has alot of rooster to talk man.. irritating.. hai... then he went to ben's chalet and slept quite "early" and only woke up at 10.45am when i made the 20th missed call to him. hahaha. his phone silent mode i still managed to wake him up, ain't i wonder?! LOL!! j0king.. hahha.. this day carlsberg event was better because we managed to think of ways to smoothen the operations and such that our part timers won't be so tired. yea. anyway, saw FuSheng's da sao, haha.. so gald she still remembers me and she was the one who called out to me this time! LOL!! =) as pretty as ever.. haha.. after event finished, we had to do turnover for PA WPS which was a disastrous one.. worked till 4am den we took cab home, i sent him home frist den i went home, changed and took cab back to chalet to sleep. scare cannot wake up cos monday work 8am. ya.. only managed to sleep 2 hours and is so so darn tired. i really stoned the whole day. ya. worst part was when the PA people came for their rpe setup, they made the whole D'Marquee a disastrous place and messed up the tables and chairs. IDIOTS! and so dammit! they have too many people taking charge and making decisions that each one of them gives a different instruction for the same thing. its so so irritating la! duhs! At one point of time i was being called around by different people so many times and i was too tired i oculdn't absord and i couldn't take it, i broke down. and the sad thing is that - I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE TIME TO BREAKDOWN!! halfway through crying, my phone still rang, PA people asked me to go here and there do this and that. wah lao.. c'mon, i need a break man! crazy one!! till 8.30pm I had no choice but to tell salim i cannot tahan, i go home and bathed, changed and rested a little while before taking a cab to true friend's place to pick him up den go chalet stay. ya. I passed him the clothes i bought for him during my Macau trip.. =) but gosh, my eyes really expanded there. the clothes i bought for people are all bigger one size!! =X but no chocie la. buy le dou buy le. lol. but at least he liked it. =) bought three clothes, at least he really liked one of it la. the other two he actually commented that abit ah beng, but i don think so lo. duhs. LO!L anyway, we chat and chat till thomas came back den we went to sleep at about 12.30am le. morning work 6am. still tired, couldn't even pay off my sleep debts man.. hai.. den worked till 8plus 9plus den go for dinner with the part timers den had heart-to-heart chat with weizhen before i headed home. and stupid me i went home without my schooling materials and my keys, had to trouble my colleague who lives near me to drive me to DTE again to collect my stuffs. i lost my pass yesterday but this morning, Jelaine called me to tell me i dropped it in their car. stupid me! -.-"

school today was kinda wasting time but still great. its so good to see all my classmates again. we went to lunch at vivo city food republic, not bad la. yea. den we bought yu sheng to class and we all had lo hei together. its so so so much fun. i had to help to do the pouring of the condiments and saying the chinese prosperity phrases while my other classmate tried to translate it in english because our lecturer Maeve is an Ang Moh. LOL!!!! its really funnny man.. Da Ji Da Li - Bid Squeeze Big Balls. LOL!!! so so funny. hahaha.. Man Di Huang Jin - Whole Floor All Gold.. all the nonsense la. haha den lesson ended at 3pm. LOL!! had our teabreak snacks den interacted a little before going to vivo with Alice to walk around awhile den i go work. yea.. working PL today. yea. i forgot to bring my uniform, thus was wearing what i wore to school .ya. but okay la. lucky i wore something ncie, not like auntie that kind. hahaha.. =X

Well, i'm tired now, and gonna be tired for the whole week, no off man.. hai.. functions coming up liao.. guess its no much time to rest le. lucky all the assignments's deadline has been extended till 15march.. i still have 3 weeks to complete.. god bless me.. liek what "n" tagged - God Bless... i wonder who "n" is... =/

"Why do I have to work myself out this way? I really
wonder.."

Happy Total Defence Day!

haha.. happy total defence day everyone.. =)

it's a dreadful day for me because after one week of leave, i finally had to go back to work today. so dreadful, somehow donno y it was so nice to sleep on valentines day. LOL!! i was like sleeping like a log, even till this morning, i don even want to wake up for work!!! LOL!! =X hai.. but still, i have too.. =( sad. anyway, its scary to return to work after such a long time and with uptight heavy events coming up. i think i've chosen the wrong dates for my leave, but nevermind la, i still needed the rbeak sooner or later and of course the sooner it is, the better it is either. =D hee.. had so many thigns to settle today when i went back, worked non stop since the morning. Even my lunch was delayed for one and half hours. i was supposed to meet Jessie for lunch between 1.30pm to 2pm but end up i only was free for my lunch at 3pm!! gosh! i was dead hungry!!! =X den again went back to work and stuffs.. ggrrrrr.. so many changes and so many things to do.. i was really tired man.. den had to plan my manpower for this weekend.. sometimes i really wanna ask myself why do i have to do all these. does it benefit me at all??? maybe it does, i donno. anyway i kept hearign from MANY MANY MANY people that I SHOULDN'T BE WORKING IN THIS PLACE AT ALL!! they say i should be somewhere better and not be doing what i'm doing currently.. and SERIOUSLY, sometimes, or rather almost always, i ask myself " are they saying the truth, or are they just trying to be sacarstic to me because i'm not good enough?" i'm really sorry to say this but i donno la. perhaps like what my cousin and i thought - i might really be suffering from depression.. maybe.. right?

Anyway she's just so cute to out of a sudden ask me " have you gone to the doctor to check if you really am suffering from depression?" LOL!! i really laughted out hard. haha but i guess she's right. anyway, i do think that i am suffering from depression because the symptoms are there. i don go to the doctore because its expensive. and... i donno how to face it either.. well, i might think i have the symptoms of depression but yet i think i'm not. because, i feel that if i go to the doctor, the doctor will tell me i'm crazy and send me to IMH instead!!! =X i donno.. im really confused.. hai..

i've really got the worst memory in the world. is there any way that can cure my poor memory?? sometimes i even wonder if i actually have any memory. "HEY!!! DID SOMEONE TOOK OUT MY MEMORY CARD??!!!!" -.-"" very lame i know..

anyway, congrats to SHA for his arrival of his new born baby boy by the name of Ezra Matyn Shaleh. heehee what a cool name right! lol. today is HIS birthDAY... and today is Melissa's BirthDATE. and it's also Raymond's birthDATE. LOL!! makes sense doesn't it?? LOL!! i've got nothign better to do i guess..


I'm so tired now.. just back home from extending work at PL because Sha's wife gave birth.. its just not my day la.. so many thigns happened.. people drank alot and was high, talked alot, did many wrong things.. Hai. when can i be more stern handling such people!!! -.-" i cannot make it man. i'm a TCMIP- Totally Cannot Make It Person!! or maybe Pig, it starts with P as well.. hai... save me from hell.....

"Things, people and life is always so complicated - why do
we always need to make a choice in who to listen or trust, especially in work..
its really confusing me too much..."

Happy valentines day

Here's wishing one and all a very HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.. Wish every couple be as loving as ever and may you last... Wish all singles to be able to find their loved ones soon.. =)


Lots of love wishes,
Emmeline =) <3

My Personality Test - Quite True to the majority

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

happy birthDATE daddy. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDATE DADDY!!!! =D

this is the first current family photo we ever took. =)





HAPPY BIRTHDATE DADDY!!!! =D

wees!!! its daddy's 47th birthDATE today!! =D we went to Serangoon Garden's Pow Sing for dinner.. Its soooo full man!! gosh.. after dinner went home den had the cute surprise cake cutting session and finally had family photos taken.. =) my cute dad.. hee.. after cake, we played "Ban Luck" together even though HuiYing and I don't like to play. yupp.. had some fun la, afterall, its my king's bitrhdate eh. LOL!!! =) so happy.. hee..

before dad's celebration, i went for movie with biling, accompanied her to watch Ah Long Pte. Ltd. My second time cos i watched the first time with Esther Fangjie and Huibing on Saturday liao. My poor girl wanted to watch so i decided to accompany her watch den. =) I still laughed like mad. hahah. its really hilarious man.. haha. den we went walking around, and walked into Dorothy Perkins to look around and saw some clothes that i liked, tried and bought.. =)

I've been spending toooo much money this month that i'm close to broke already. However, i felt happy and satisfied because i've never spent so much money at once in my life before, apart from paying debts, i'm talking about buying things for myself.. =) its like a shopping spree i did, from macau to hongkong back to singapore.. gosh.. though i'm kinda like regretted for spending so much and i'm having a little difficulties now, but i'm still glad that i spend it on myself and not on the usual debts that don belong to me.. =X hai.. at least i've learnt to release myself more now.. thanks to my colleague.. thanks for enlightening me and guiding me as well. =X

i wish everyone well, peace, joy, love, satisfaction and happiness..

Merry Chirstmas Mr. Lawrence....

" it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"

"we don't need anyone's approval to love someone, so why bother what other people think?"

" it is not in the star to hold our destiny but in ourselves"

living lives..

Happy Chinese New Year To All... May all those corny wishes come true and wish everyone health and well..

Gong Xi Fa Cai
Sheng Yi Xin Nong
Xin Xiang Shi Cheng
Wan Shi Ru Yi
Xue Ye Jin Bu
Nian Nian You Yu
blah blah blah...

the same greeting lines every year, till i really donno what to say already.. i just said - Gong Xi Fa Cai and whatever la.. -.-" its getting really boring..

day one went visiting to grandma den home and i went out.

day two went to lai suk gong's house den mama house den gu jie house for steamboat, afterwhich jiabao and i decided to go Kbox @ hougang plaza till 2am den brother came to fetch me home after his mahjong at gu jie house. yea..

day three went to small ah yi's house for steamboat den went out with my long time no see girls - huibing, fangjie, esther.. =) We watched Ah Long Pte Ltd and it is really hilarious and good and nice. its two thumbs up to me. =) and new movie to catch - The Leap Years

its been a long time and everybody has changed. esther has got herself a new boyfriend by the name of luke, huibing has gotten louis, fangjie hasn't but she's a good catch. well, times changed, everyone's leading their new life, their own life with their other half. somehow i ask myself, when am i giving myself a chance for my new life with my other half? i donno boy.. i just cant pick it up yet. hai.. when man... because i don't give myself a chance, therefore i don't give others a chance as well. darn me.. -.-" whatever...

well, i'm so glad that i'm on leave until friday den go abck to work. its finally time for a long break man.. great... hopefully i can really be totally off from work but, i doubt its possible la.



gimme a break man..... never satisfied...

if fate permits, we're meant to be...

In Macau...

at the budget terminal waiting to board the plane.. the sunset from the plane upon reaching macau..
Superior Suite of Grand Waldo Casino Hotel in Macau..
Me in the room with the thick parka jacket. =)
Kelly and I on our first dinner in the hotel - also group dinner with other colleagues.

After dinner shopping at Venetian Hotel - its freaking beautiful there!!!

The Venetian Hotel
The Venetian Hotel A Performer
The beautiful Venetian Hotel Decor..

I'm currently in the freaking freezing cold macau. Wondering are we lucky or unlucky, according to the people and tour guide, Macau never experienced such cold weather before and this is the first time. it's really cold man!! there's like NO SUN!! gosh..today is my second day here. My flight yester was supposed to be at 2.15pm, but it got delayed for an hour and we took off at only about 3.15pm, due to the rainy weather. ya. arrived in Macau at about 6.45pm. It was bad taking a budget airbus however, the only cool part was that we got to walk onto the track to go up the plane by the plane stairs. cool in a way la, cos not like normally is walk through the brige provided that we won get drenched even if its raining. haha. yea. but the arrival part was darn! its was freezing cold man! 5degrees! gosh. those people on the plane are so inconsiderate. the moment the plane came to a complete stop, everybody straight away stood up to get the belongings. i didnt even had space to put on my jacket!! and i was totally cold when i walked down the plane stairs towards the arrival hall of the airport! gosh... we then went to our tour guide who gathered us all and walked to our coach. we had 31 people, the stupid tour guide managed to count 31 people on the bus when one of our colleague was still in the toilet of the airport. goodness sake. blessing in disguise, she was giving out the room keys while on the way to the Grand Waldo hotel, then we found out one guy missing!!! we then went back to the airport to pick him up. lucky it isn't me.LOL! otherwise i'd cried there already. hahah!! After picking him up, we went back to our hotel again. its only about 10minutes drive away from the airport! =)
back in the hotel, we met our other colleagues who already here for their Senior Manager's retreat. ya. had a litle briefing den went up to our hotel room. Its spacious!! and quite big!! 5 star hotel eh.. got LCD TV somemore!! hahah..don't blame me. cos i SELDOM travel but i will travel more in time to come!! =D hahal.. after putting our things, we headed down to the restaurant for our group dinner with everybody else.. =) food was okay la. quite a wide spread but not to my liking and there's mostly beef which i cant eat and don dare to eat either. haha. oh ya. i forgot to mention, i'm taking the same room with Kelly.. =) and we both got the same hat and gloves for the trip. hahha... like sister like that.LOL! anyway.. after dinner, we went to hotel venetian. ITS BEAUTIFUL MAN!! they made and designed the inner of it totally like venice!! and the casino is BIG!!! huge!! its like a huge ballroom lo. ya. shopping there is good too! so many thigns to shop.. but i only bought a top from the giodano there. not sold in singapore okay!! so not so bad also la. hahaha. yea. got discount somemore. haha yup.. went back to hotel at about 12am like that by a cab. their cab very cute de. haha. back doors only can open from outside, inside cannot open de. dangerous in a way also la. ya. den went back to hotel to sleep. hahah.. couldn't manage to sleep man. till about 2am plus den sleep, and wake up every hour. didnt have a good sleep. =( Kelly is best man! she said good night to me and less than 5 minutes, her radio on le - she started snoring like nobody's business. LOL!! i wasn't affected by it la. just felt that she very good lo. very fast KO already. LOL!!

this mornign wake up at 7am to go down restaurant for breakfast at 8am. super tired though. ya. but nvm la. haha. den jiu go seminar, had some team-bonding games den some talk by the management - kat and gerald. ya, talk about the major changes here and there and blah blah blah. well, nothing much to do directly with me la. hahha only affected somehow or other la. ya. den went back hotel room to slack, till about 11.45am go restaurant for lunch, den we went to ZhuHai which is a part of China. ya. its even colder man!! gosh.. i was really shiverring!!! LOL!!! =X bought many DVDs selling at 5RMB per disc, WHICH IS ONLY SGD$1!!!!! darn!!! LOL!!! i also bought cross stitch kits too. haha. =) yea. bought a little something for my BILING.. LOL!! will be getting more things tomorrow when we go HongKong.. OMG.. its gonna be even colder there, i donno how i gonna take it man!!! =X


God BLess me.....

"much misses to all that i miss!! =) "

leaving...

i'm leaving for macau in about 12 hours time le.. 2pm plus flight. wish me good luck bah. Hopefully i'll be back alive in one piece of human flesh, not ice block. Its freezing freaking cold... bless me....



loves,
emmo